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Learning Swedish – My Brain Boot-Camp

by Keith Turner on March 17, 2014


cat reading a bookI have moments of complete irrationality when it comes to learning Swedish. It sweeps over me like a tsunami and I feel like I am loosing my mind, that is assuming it has not all ready happened. It really is baffling to me at least during those irrational moments. It becomes almost impossible to explain. I have tried to label it but any attempts have only resulted in failure.

At these moments I find myself loathing Swedish. Yes loathing. It is a strong word. It comes in waves. Sometimes it might last for a few minutes, maybe a day, and it has even lasted longer than two weeks. During these periods, especially the longer ones, I start to feel the very essence of insanity. You might just see a simple frown on my face, but my world is shaking and I am screaming with fear and anger.

New Swedish words find their way into my mind all the time. Often I find ways to understand them usually in the context of English. But, that does not always work. Knowing what a word means does not guarantee I am using it correctly. Words are containers for emotions. Sometimes Swedish words contain emotions that I have no context to understand. And then it happens without warning a world will push into my brain and I will fall into that now familiar landscape of insanity.

Once I fall  into  that place of insanity Swedish starts to become rhythmic gibberish to me again. My struggle to understand intensifies and takes more concentration. My brain starts to resist Swedish, grasping towards English. In these moments of torrential torment I find I have to work even harder at learning Swedish. I feel like banging my head on a brick wall might be more productive.

And then something happens. It is as if the Sun just broke through clouds after a torrential hurricane. The rhythmic gibberish disappears. Swedish returns and begins to make even more sense than it did before. The loathing is replaced by a deep love for the Swedish language.

I do not understand those moments of insanity. I also often find the moments of sanity just as baffling. I really have no comprehension of what is going on in my brain. I do know that I am learning Swedish so something must be happening. If there was a boot-camp for brains this would be it. So here I am pressing forward progressing towards Swedish fluency.

Swedish Course B Finished!

by Keith Turner on December 20, 2013

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This week I completed Swedish course B. I received an overall B for the four areas that were tested.  There was an oral test where I sat down with two teachers and had a conversation with them in Swedish. There was a section where I had to read and answer questions. There was a section where I had to listen to dialogue and answer questions. The last section was to write about where I live. I still struggle with things that are more than basic conversations but I see this as a major milestone on my way to becoming fluent in Swedish.

When I learned Spanish in high school and college it was not nearly as frustrating and emotional as it has been learning Swedish. When I was learning Spanish I did not have to rely upon my understanding of Spanish to integrate into where I lived. I also did not have to understand Spanish to understand simple things like conversations going on around me. One minute I feel good that I can see progress and then the next day I might feel completely overwhelmed at how little I still can understand. I am happy to have completed course B and I am looking forward to starting course C in January.


Bara Svenska – Only Swedish

by Keith Turner on November 16, 2013

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On Thursday night I decided that it was time to stop speaking English. I made a new rule for myself that I am only to speak Swedish to people that live here in Sweden. I have to admit that I was a little bit afraid of only speaking in Swedish. I now know enough Swedish words that I can make myself understood a majority of the time. I did not realize how often I would revert back English when I could not express what I wanted to say until I stopped speaking English.

For the last two weeks I have been communicated with a new classmate only in Swedish.  He does not speak English and I do not speak Kurdish.  We both only speak a little Swedish.  If I can communicate with him than I can make myself understand with people who speak Swedish well.  On Friday I had a discussion about Swedish grammar with five other people in my class using only Swedish and a whiteboard.  It was not an easy discussion but in the end we all basically understood one another.

At home it has it moments of frustration.  I am unable to always clearly communicate but we are all managing.  Mona and Vanim are both helping me when I make mistakes which are many.  I often have to ask them to repeat themselves or to define a word.  They are both being great teachers. I have notices that since I stopped speaking English that it is getting easier to hear what others are saying when they are speaking in Swedish. Right now it is hard to speak only in Swedish but it will get easier. I also feel that I will now be learning a lot faster having to rely only upon Swedish to communicate.


Lära Mig Svenska – Learning Swedish

by Keith Turner on October 17, 2013

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Today was a big milestone for me. I went to the post office to mail a package and conducted the entire transaction in Swedish. I did not use any English. I usually ask “Förstår du engleska?” (Do you understand English?) or “Talar du engelska?” (Do you speak English?) than continue the interaction in English. The truth is that I have been afraid to try to communicate in Swedish with someone that I do not know in Swedish.  I realize that this is an unfounded fear since since all the Swedes I have met have been nice and more than willing to help when asked.

I have now been in my SFI (Swedish for Immigrants) class for almost four weeks. Even though I have a long way to go I have learned a lot. This is a very different experience than when I was learning Spanish in school. I did not have to learn Spanish to be successful in my life. Learning Swedish is the key to being successful here in Sweden.

This experience has given me a whole different perspective on immigrants and the political debates going on in the United States.  It has been a common sentiment with many people that I know and including myself that if people are going to live in the United States then at least they can learn English.  What I realize now is that it is not such an easy thing to do.

I sometimes have these moments of irrational fear.  A couple of days ago there was this moment when I thought I am going to start thinking different and I will loose myself.  It quickly passed.  Some days I feel like my brain might explode.  There are times when I feel I am almost to a point of understanding and then I wake up and feel like I might never understand.

I will continue to learn.  I will start interacting with Swedes in Swedish more often.  Sooner or later I will be fluent in Swedish.  I am hoping for the sooner.

Back To School – SFI

by Keith Turner on September 24, 2013

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Yesterday was my first day at SFI (Swedish For Immigrants).  I did not start out on the right foot and showed up late.  I showed up at the time I thought I was suppose to be there but I had the wrong time and was thirty minutes late. As I mentioned in my post from yesterday it is considered very rude to show up late. I did apologize to the teachers. I was told that on the first day they expect people to show up late but not to be late again.
The people in the class are from a rather diverse area of the world.  There was a person from Bosnia, Kosovo, Afghanistan, Romania, Columbia, Sudan, and Kenya to name just a few.  There was five people from Syria.  Right now Sweden automatically grants asylum to anyone applying from Syria.  This is one example of how world events can trickle down to a local level.  I am excited to be interacting with such a diverse group of people.
The whole class was taught in Swedish.  It was interesting to have the teachers explain words and concepts by speaking, using gestures and pictures.  In the Spanish classes that I have taken there was always some instruction in English.  They would have to rely upon Swedish since we all came from different parts of the world.  If someone was unable to comprehend they would pull out a dictionary in their language to look up the swedish word.  The basic concept of leaning in SFI is based upon reading, writing, and talking (läser, skriver, och pratar).
We were given worksheets with basic questions in Swedish with a picture next to the question and an answer where we had to fill in the blank.  The first question was: Vad heter du? (What is your name?). Jag heter __________.  (I am ______.)  There was a series of questions that we worked through.
The second question was Varifrån kommer du? (Where are you from?) My response was Jag kommer från America. (I am from American.)  Läraren (the teacher) did not like that answer.  She told me to correct it to U.S.A.  I then vaguely remembered from somewhere in the past I had read that people from other countries do not necessarily appreciate that response since there are two American continents and numerous countries in the Americas.  I realize that Americans can tend to be wold-centric, we see the world revolving around us.  I am now living in a outside of America where they do not see America as the center of the world.  That small interaction with läraren (the teacher) was just a small reminder.
This first week in class is for kartläggning which I believe literally translates as mapping.  It is an assessment to determine what class we are to be put into.  The determination is based upon our ability to write the latin alphabet and how well we are able to learn and study and other things I am not aware of.  In three weeks I will start a conversational Swedish class at a different place in the afternoon to supplement my learning at SFI.  Fluency in Swedish here I come.

SFI – Swedish For Imigrants

by Keith Turner on September 16, 2013

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When the mail arrived on Monday the long awaited letter finally showed up.  My start date for the Swedish For Immigrants class is Monday, 23 September.   I turned my application in on 29 July and my letter arrived 9 September.  In my experience so far a lot of official government processes require you to fill out paperwork and then wait for a paper response delivered by mail.  This is just pure speculation on my part but if you require all government responses to be set through the mail it insures that the post office has a continual source of revenue.  The Swedish post office is a jointly owned company between the Swedish and the Danish government called PostNord.  Sweden owns sixty percent while Denmark owned forty percent.  Both governments have an equal vote in the running of the company.

I look forward to being in a class setting and learning Swedish with other people. (I originally published this post 9 September and lost it the next day.  I rewrote it today.)